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       hello my bubbies.....the clean sweep on heather's house has started....it's not cool.....i don't think i can be disgusted by anything anymore...i have seen the unthinkable...and i have been scarred for life...the room seems never ending....the more we clean the grosser and grosser it gets...one side of the room is....pretty much cleaned out....but....it's only one third of the whole room....the things i have seen....i almost don't like to remember....but they need to be shared with you...so that you will not make the mistake...of owning...a messy house....
       if you are a person with a weak stomach...skip this paragraph...for it will not be something you will want to hear...stop reading...now. for the rest of you...this is what we found...it started off...with just a old half eaten power bar....then it went to a little bug...then to cob webs...but the thing is...that wasn't all....there was this one box...it was heavy-ish and i wanted it out of the way....so i pulled it with all my strength out of the room and underneath was some brown stain...who knows what it was....but you cannot fully appreciate the grossness until you see it...THEN i lifted another box out of the way...and, underneath, was another stain...it looked like poop....it was disgusting...we are pretty sure that these "brown stains" are mold...now you would think that it can't get worse...but it can....it really can...heather then tried to vacuum over the "stains" and all the little ceiling bits on the floor....then jessie and i waited outside the room....we went back in and the worst smell i think i have ever smelt filled the cold air inside...we ran out of the room...scared of what else we might find....once we realised the smell was from the vacuum....we were able to enter again....only after pizza...but things did not get better...the worst is yet to come...and i don't know if i can tolerate looking back....but i know i must....i need to share my story so that it is not repeated...we continued to clean...and as i neared a bottom of another box....books were stained and damp and dirty and just plain disgusting...after tossing the books i needed to remove the box...as i lifted it, cardboard stuck to the carpet....it was an unbeleivable sight...you probably think that it wasn't so bad...but you didn't see what we saw.....you didn't see the books...only jessie and i can truly understand....we are the only ones that are scarred....but like the troopers we are...we continued...why? you might be asking yourself...because we are good friends...we made a promise...and we plan to keep it...no matter how hard it gets....we were no longer surprised by much....we joked about how bats might start flying out of the room....but we were no longer afraid...at least...we thought we weren't...the next box was full of books....i knew it would be heavy because we had previously lifted heavy books up the stairs all the way to the backyard...but i couldn't even get this one off the floor...so i pulled as hard as i could....and jessie and i saw...basically the whole bottom part of the box stuck to the carpet and little bugs crawled out of sight...it was the worst yet...and jessie and i were finished...it didn't even feel safe to inhale anymore....jessie had previously mentioned this would be where we died...and it was true...it felt like the end....we tried to stay focused...but we were to tired to clean anymore...today is wednesday....and jessie and i have taken a day off....it's well deserved...but tomorrow...we will go back in...and face new challenges, new bugs and new smells...but we will overcome them....because we will keep our promise to heather...and we will not let her brothers down....we will go back in tomorrow with smiles on our faces....and clean that basement! why?! because we can...
        thankyou for reading my story, and please...do not pity us...look up to us...HAHA ok byebye bubbies!

 hey bubs! what's rockin'? haha....so today was pretty dull....it was the final touch ups for packing for espana! i'm SO excited! but i shall miss everyone!!!! lol! i know that becky and heath don't read this but i'm going to leave some messages to all...because when i don't talk to people for like a day....it's like i haven't talked to you in forever....so 2 weeks will be weird....the plane leaves at 5:30pm tomorrow...so just think of all the things you could be doing while i'm bored...haha! oh i watched big brother today too...haha! ok see you all when i get back! here are some my final messages before i leave!

hola jessica...i start with you because i just watched bb (i make you proud...LOL!) anyway....when i get back you better have lots of crazy x-night parties ready!!!! hahaha i love your party plans! they're crazy! work on that trivia friends one! lol! you'll be out of summer school soon!!! woot woot! i know you'll have lots of fun when i'm gone but save some for when i get back would ya! you'll be out of SS when i get back! isn't that exciting?!?!?!?! xnight nights all the time! lol! it gives me a whole reason to look forward to the end of my trip! haha! it'll be weird not talking to you everyday on MSN.....very very weird...haha! byebye! i'll miss ya! expect a postcard....should i adress it to queen or will they not get that...? HAHA!

so minn....you're are my sunshine....my ONLY sunshine....you make me happy......when skies are grey....you'll never know JUST how much i loooove you....so don't you take my sunshine awaaaaay! hahahahaha oh minn! you and your banana song...i'll use it as a lullaby when trying to sleep on the plane...lol....haha you are so entertaining it'll be very hard to live without! we talk practically every day too....so it's going to be weeiiiiirdd! when we get back there will be another MAJOR shopping trip! haha! sooo fun! i'm going to miss my minnbinn!!! haha! you too will be out of summer school when i get back so we can party all night! lol!!! ok well you too expect a postcard! hahahahahahahahooo! BYE!

mares! you are my rockstar!!! lol! hahaha i'm going to miss you! lol! you are so entertaining to talk to!!! haha you're my feud buddy!!! haha we both need major practice on it!!! haha! lol! i talk to you pretty much everyday too! this trip will be so weird without talking to all of you! lol! when i get back i think we should all go hang out in woodbine with you for a whole day! you are soo funny....it's great! on the plane when i get bored i'm going to start pondering about things....and thinking about all our good memories! hahaha! oh that was soooo funny! make sure you keep your calender open so when i get back we can all have our great x-night parties! you make them sooo funny! you're a GREAT escape from minn's crazyness (the funny-ness! haha!)....lol! ok well i shall miss you and see you when i get back! you too can expect a postcrad! i know you're excited about it! LOL! ok byebyebyebyebyebye!

heath and becks...i'm going to send you an e-mail...lol! it's the only way...haha....i've decided....lol! ok well i'll see everyone when i get back!!! i shall miss you all!!!!!! don't be TOO bored without me! haha! ok...CIAO!

Yo my bubbies. My new thing has started today....instead of saying bye i'm going to say "out"....isn't that soo cool! I KNOW! lol...anyway...today i went shopping! for like and hour and a half but it was shopping! i bought 2 shirts....a plain brown one from American Eagle and then one that's sort of says "J'aime Paris" on it from Old Navy...but it doesn't actually say j'aime...it's more....j' --> that's the eiffel tower!...yes i know it's a compas you dingbat but it's the closest to the eiffel tower in the smileys....if you can find a better one then.....GET A HOBBY! ok anyway...i like my shirts.....so then we got back from shopping and i just sat at the computer like a loser....hahaha...then i went outside for a quick walk with my dog and sister to the james garden tennis courts to see when they're open for public playing...uhh....then i came back JUST in time for BB! (big brother....are you starting to understand the title of this post....on big brother....they can only eat PB&J....big brother's initials are BB....and i went Shopping today too.....ohh get it get it?!?!? LOL! ) yes...so big brother was pretty good....i like the gossiping part...haha...i'm sure i'll watch the whole season...lol...i don't know if i'll watch another one...at least not after tonight's show...not very THRILLING! haha...i'm sure i'll become addicted....hahahahaha....ok well i have nothing left to say...ACTUALLY i do! haha....tomorrow heath and jisnia are coming to sleep over! woot woot! haha...out!

Hey! so everybody has a nicer journal then me because i don't know how to change things...so it's poopy...but what can you do?! so i've been sick for a while and haven't posted. i was dissapointed in the pool party....mainly because i was sick so i didn't really have as much fun as the others...but i'm glad everyone else had a good time! lol! i'll have to have another one  muhahaha! and FYI just call me whenever you want to swim...excpet minna...haha kidding! anyway...so the pool party was monday aswell as marks review day...i thought i did ok on everything...except i KNOW i can do soooo much better i'm just so goddamn lazy...oops! anyway...next year...although i say this every year....i'm going to force myself to do things...because i know grade 11 is important and it'll prepare me for grade 12...so i HAVE to make myself work...uhh....yea...so i was sick tuesday - thursday...then i was practically cured on friday...except my ears are plugged...and still are...i can't here anything! lol! anywho....on friday morning...in my backyard there was blood EVERYWHERE! like traces and puddles...not just a little bit, but PUDDLES! WE HAD PUDDLES OF IT! it was so disgusting...so obviously some animal was attacked or something...we were all worried though because we have this little kitten (we named him dil) who lives next door and he's allowed to go outside. he's always out late and he LOVES us...lol...we give him milk... but anyway...we thought it was him because normally he comes to our side door in the morning and we bring him in to the kitchen he plays with the toys and eats and blablabla and he wasn't there!!! so we got all panicky-ish...then i was like where is he?! (my mom, dad, sister and i were all in the kitchen) then we looked out the door and there he was!!! it was very releiving! so that was friday morning/afternoon...oh and my dad hosed off the blood....you can still see some brown stains...but they're very light...so that was gross...then friday night was the hilton head reunion party!!! my mom had made this video and it was SO good! and wilma (the person my sister and i are going to spain with in 16 days!!!) came. she gave us all the information for spain!!! i'm so excited! we plan to go to clubs everynight!!! haha i though that was funny...except they're spanish clubs...so cool clubs...and no drinking age...but i don't like alcohol...haha...we want to meet LOTS of people and i just KNOW we will!!! haha! i'm SOOOO excited!! umm...then today is saturday...and i played with dil all morning...lol....and then played the sims...and later i'm going to see bewitched with minnbinn! yay!!!! lol....my mom is having the nurses over and so i'm glad i won't be here for that...lol....(sorry mom!) haha! ok well i'm going to scadoodle!  byebyebye!

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Oh yea...although i'm sure you don't really care...the "stupid" kitten was locked in our garage all night and we found him this morning...shaking...in the garage! isn't that sad?!?!?! lol...luckily he didn't ruin my mom's leather seats in her car!!! lol! ok byebye!

hey all. it's sunday, i believe, and tomorrow is the pool party. well i've been outside all day today...it was fun but i'm burnt and tired...you know...how the sun makes you tired...lol...yes...so i was at my grandmas's house and EVERYONE was there...well - 2 (minus 2 for the slow ones...) but i had seen them for the past 3 days so it wasn't that big a deal...no offence...lol. it was crazy. we were in the pool...then i left and bought my bathing suit and board shorts....came back and went back in the pool...now i'm wiped...lol. i am excited for the pool party...but i have to say...i'm quite tired right now...too tired to do anything but type...and watch TV...lol. so tomorrow is marks review day and that should be dully fun....haha...i'm very nervous....very....then everyone's to come home with moi and i'll set things up while you guys do whatever....change, set up beds...lol whatever...then the pool party will begin...woot woot! i'm going to have to go to bed at like...8 so i'm not tired during the pool party...lol...and sorry for all sleepoverers...which i think is everyone....if i fall asleep at like....9....hahaha  oh my! see y'all then! muah! byebye!

heybubs! so i didn't go back home today although it was intended. It just seemed pointless...so today was fun...the people that slept over from the party the night before went home. i had breakfast and then just chilled all day long. lol. it was 46 out which if you didn't know...is QUITE hot! my cousin and i sat outside and talked about whatever....then i went swimming...then i stopped swimming....dried off....then i changed...and played some basketball + 2 square. that was all fun. so today was sooooooooooo good! i was really glad i stayed and tomorrow should be fun aswell. we're all heading back to etobe to my gram's house for lunch. i have lots of things that i need to do for the party still...and maybe get in some shopping....i need to do that for a bathing suit for sure....but i don't know if i'll have time to do actual shopping....well i hope i don't get bored next week after the POOL PARTY!!!!!!! woo! lol! ok well i'm going to go this is a really good movie that i'm watching...so byebye! talk to ya later....and see ya monday all!!!!!!!!!!

yo all! i'm in hamilton right now and i'll be here until saturday! lol excited for zee pool party!!! haha...except i don't think i'm going to have time to shop to get a new bathing suit....which is REALLY annoying...my bathing suit is in SUPER bad shape....and mary for your safety i must tell the people that you don't really know how to swim...so when mares is in the pool don't attack her...or push her in....(haha)! Ok so i'll see everyone on moday! and don't forget if you have balloons...BRING THEM! lol! byebyebyebye!